I sounded my penis last weekend. It was.... interesting. I don't know why I did it. I used some spit for lube and just did it. (I know, spit, should use lube).
I am thinking about buying some lube and sounding devices specifically for this purpose.
It was ok. I had some problems peeing afterwards, (a little pain) but to be honest, it stopped hurting after I jerked off two nights later. There was some blood and that was disturbing, but I kept calm and was ok.

One another note, I am considering having sex with a man. I've never done it before, and I think I need to. I'm tired of sex by myself. If I can find someone interesting and discrete, I think I might do it. Which reminds me, using my butt plug, I have made myself cum (a little). Not a full orgasm, mind you, it had been a while since I came, and when I put the plug in, I noticed a dollup of cum on the tip of my cock. I wiped it up with my hand, and promptly ate it.

Yes boys and girls I purchased a smallish butt plug for myself. Well it's sort of small. I don't know really.
What have I been doing with it? Well, it is fun to use in the shower. I was myself off, clean all my parts, and then shutoff the water. That's when the fun begins. I lube myself up, and then ease myself on to the butt plug. It takes a good 5 minutes to fully get there. And sometimes it's a false start or two, but once I'm on I usually have a good time.
Observations:
I notice that once I have the butt plug inserted, that by getting to move around (suction-cup base remember) I start to get an "almost" hard on. It's not a firm erection by any means. But it is the start of something.
I notice that if fuck myself with the bug plug I get some intense feelings. They are really great to say the least but something that is almost an orgasm. Maybe if I was in better shape I could fuck myself harder and actually have an orgasm, but I usually wear myself out.
I have been able to make myself cum though. It's pretty interesting. I basically end up fucking the suction-cup plug and jerk off. Slowly my cock gets harder (still not a very firm erection). As I get close to cumming I caress my cock rather than jerk off (and continue to sit on the plug) and I have a very intense orgasm. It's similar to a regular orgasm but gives me more pleasure. I think that if I continue I can get myself to cum with little to no cock stimulation. It might depend on a few factors (time between last orgasm, how "worked up" I am).
Two other interesting thoughts:
I would be very interested in seeing what viagra does to me when I do this. Will I have a firm erection? That would be hot. But I have never tried V so I don't know.
I think that I could cum from only anal stimulation in the right environment. I mean a hot woman with a lifelike dong who is fucking me really really hard. With that, I could see myself cumming from being fucked in the ass.
Last note:
I noticed that a few time I could get myself to cum, without actually orgasming, when sitting on my plug. As it went in a small amount of cum would actually be forced out of my cock. This seemed to be dependant on whether I was hard or not and if I had had been jerking to some hot pron before I actually started to sit on the plug. It comes out with each sit down motion a little bit more in drops from the head of my cock. And then once I actually start riding the plug it does leak out a little, but eventually stops. It makes me hornier as I see the stringy cum leak out.
I really wish I had a partner (female) to explore some of this with.

Lately I have been fantasizing about being fucked in the ass with a dildo until I cum. There is this xtube video (search for "strapon") of a guy riding on a woman with a strap on. The video zooms in on his cock, and you can see that his cock just starts cumming. His sperm starts leaking at first, then he actually spurts. He continues riding her and eventually empties his prostate completely.
Yeah that that's the stuff I want to do. I want to do things that aren't vanilla. I've been reading way too much literotica. Do a search for prostate, and the stories that come out are great. I've read about normal guys getting with transvestite prostitutes (just to explore), I've read nurse/incest/strapon stories. I've read about MFM threesomes where the wife offers the husband ass up for a new experience for her lover. Damn I wish I had any type of sex life....
I been thinking about getting a suction cup dildo. I could ride the dildo for a while. The bad part is, that there is nothing to ride on, on the the floor. That position can be very uncomfortable on the knees, so I would have to basically take it easy. If there was a warm body there, there is something sit on, so the resting position is at the midway point. If you want full entry you lean back, if you want a little less penetration you can use your knees to push off.
Is there any solution for this? Can I get something that is not elaborate or obvious for this purpose?

Ah, my friends, it's been such a while since I posted. Let's see, what have I been up to? Well my fantasy life has continued to degrade. I've been watching more videos on the internet about cock draining and have learned some new techniques. Let's explore shall we:
Ruined orgasm. What's that you ask? Well, that is when your partner brings you right to the edge then drops your cock and let's your penis drain. Generally it is seen as a way to punish the individual but, I don't see it that way, but then again I do it alone, so I guess the animal urge to orgasm isn't as great. Generally it gives you a mild orgasm, but allows the penis to stay hard after releasing some sperm. The orgasm is intense, but if you can give it a few seconds, you can prolong the orgasm by stroking it slowly after the wait, and it will continue to diminish. The thrust of the orgasm will continue, or with further stroking can cum again and again. My record is about 6 times. The problem is that the stimulation has to be intense for you to achieve orgasm the last few times, but you really have to be going hard.
Prostate stimulation. I've continued to work on this. I really need to buy something that stimulates my prostate better, but I've experimented a lot and even cum hands free. Generally this is similar to the ruined orgasm, but well before the orgasm occurs you switch off the penis and begin to stimulate the prostate. Once the initial pain of being penetrated passes, it can feel like the cock is being stroked. The stimulation must be gentle, but you can force an even stronger orgasm with prostate stimulation. And it continues to get better better until you can't take it anymore. I would love to be tied up and stimulated until I cum and have it continue over and over. I'm not gay, but it does feel good. Wish I could have a partner.
My last technique for self please has been to use my hands. It's pretty amazing the way that our own fingers can get to those sensitive spots and after weeks of not orgasming can cause hands free orgasms without touching the penis or even the ass. I have been able to rub the external prostate until I get close to cuming and then have to finish with at the very least a finger up my ass, massaging my prostate. It's damn intense, but almost like making love to myself at the same time.
It would be beautiful if it wasn't so damn depressing. Well, I guess I'm off to get turned down again, and then fire some knuckle puppies into the toilet again.

As some of my regular readers might know, I've been experimenting with whatever the hell it's called that I've been doing. Basically I jerk my cock right to the point that my orgasm occurs, and drop my cock and then let it drain.
Well, this weekend I went a little bit further. I started jerking my cock and brought myself close to orgasm, then I let myself relax a little. Nothing new. I've been doing that since I was a little masturbator. You generally just don't want to go all the way, really quick anyway, because that is just boring.
After doing that a few times, I got down on my hands and knees, and just started jerkin fast and hard. I got all the way to the point of no return and stopped. And my cock just drained a smallish load.
On impulse, I put my hand down to catch the drip. And since I didn't really cum, I licked my cum off my hand.

By the time I finished licking my hand clean, my angry cock had subsided spasming, and I began pumping it again. I jerked it hard and fast again, and worked it right to the point of no return again. Again, I dropped my cock and let it spasm and dripped my juice out onto my open hand again.
This time there was less, but still I licked it clean.
I repeated this procedure about four times, until finally I jerked my cock and nothing came out. The orgasm was still pretty intense and I do wonder how many times I could have kept going. But I gave in to the desire and jerked my cock all the way through a completely empty orgasm.

In Yiddish, a "putz" is an wasted orgasm. An orgasm that is not used to procreate. A jerk off orgasm. What is an orgasm that has no output? A dry orgasm.

I haven't found the time to buy a good dildo or strap on, but I've been thinking about getting milked more and more.
Speaking of which: there are some great videos on Xtube by homelone120 where the guy has learned to ride a dildo strapped to a chair and his cock just leaks cum. At first his dick slowly leaks a few drops of precum, but eventually he just starts getting spoonfuls. As he fucks the dildo, it makes his dick slowly get harder and harder. Most times, when guys get fucked their dicks become less erect but in this guys case, it gets more erect as he approaches the end.( Read more... )

It's been a while folks. I've been trying to be a good boy, but it is so difficult. Lately I've been so horny, I think that with the right visual, verbal, emotion stimulation I could cum without touching my dick. In fact, I haven't seen anyone's private parts in months.
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Last week I shoved a vibrator up my ass. It's hard to reach around that far and work the vibrator while stroking my cock. Both hands going at the same time is fun yet difficult. I couldn't get an anal orgasm, but I think it's because I didn't have the will power to do it, I was kinda depressed. Maybe if there was someone participating in this venture, it would have happened. But with the vibrator up my ass, I came strong, and it definitely cleaned out my clogged prostate. ( Read more... )

I am so fucking hard up right now. I hate that. I hate that feeling. It's deep and intangible. It's like wanting a drink if your an alcoholic, or cigarettes if your an ex-smoker. And I don't want to handle it myself. That makes me feel like crap. Alone, and unsatisfied, I usually can't even get all the way hard. It's not fun. It's antifun.
I want to explore all of my deepest kinks. My wildest fetishes are unfulfilled. The life I'm chosen prevents me. It makes it impossible.
It clouds my judgment, and is the only thing on my mind......

So I made a new friend littlepanda. She is teh hot.

I was reading through some of her older posts and I began to think of some of the things I had done when I was younger.

When I was 15 or so. My brother and I shared a room. We were also both perverts. So this one time we were talking about sex. And we were talking about what getting a blowjob is like. Now, at that time I had not had a blowjob before. Heck I had barely felt up a girl. But the more we talked, the more we both became aroused, visibly. The discussion proceeded. Now neither my brother or I are gay, but we both really wanted to feel what it felt like to have a mouth on a dicks. We both expressed that.
So, I came up with a game. Neither of us was going to volunteer to put his mouth on the other one dick, but if it was the rule of the game, and you had a chance that the next time, you might get to feel that experience.....
So after about a half hour, we were taking turns putting our mouths on each others dick. There was no sucking really. It was more about the feel. And no one came. I don't think we ever talked about it again. It does still kind of excite me thinking about it. In the forbidden kinda way. I'm was doing something taboo.

Her other post was about bestiality. Now as you can see by the above story, I was very horny as a teenager. My parent had this dog. It was a cocker spaniel. Female. I tried to have sex with that dog way too much. After many months of trying to get my penis in the dog, I came to the conclusion that I would either end up having the dog gaped and everyone would notice. Or my dick was too big to get into the dog and I would have to try something else.
So, I too learned that foodstuff on the penis got the dog to lick it. What felt really good, but would never produce orgasm. So what I would do, is have the dog lick the head, while I slowly jerked the shaft, and eventually I would explode. The thing that really turned me on, was that the dog always got excited and lapped harder when the cum was coming out. She would lick faster and it would feel awesome. Clean up was so much easier.

Now I'm turned on.